Don’t Cry for Me Argentina – by Suzan Erens

Freedom, many versions in life, which one comes from your heart, a true freedom, a life long pursuit?

Lyrics – Don’t Cry for Me Agentina

It won’t be easy, you’ll think it strange
When I try to explain how I feel
That I still need your love after all that I’ve done

You won’t believe me
All you will see is a girl you once knew
Although she’s dressed up to the nines
At sixes and sevens with you

I had to let it happen, I had to change
Couldn’t stay all my life down at heel
Looking out of the window
Staying out of the sun

So, I chose freedom
Running around, trying everything new
But nothing impressed me at all
I never expected it to

Don’t cry for me Argentina
The truth is I never left you
All through my wild days
My mad existence
I kept my promise
Don’t keep your distance

And as for fortune and as for fame
I never invited them in
Though it seemed to the world
They were all I desired

They are illusions
They are not the solutions they promised to be
The answer was here all the time
I love you and hope you love me

Don’t cry for me Argentina

Don’t cry for me Argentina
The truth is I never left you
All through my wild days
My mad existence
I kept my promise
Don’t keep your distance

Have I said too much?
There’s nothing more I can think of to say to you
But all you have to do is look at me to know
That every word is true


A Dialogue between Light and Darkness (1)

Awakening, are you aware at any minute in life you can be participating in the old systems, give in to it. I heard people say “I know I am a spirit, infinite being, has no limitation, but in this reality of everyday life I still have to think how to pay the bills”. Are you willing to continue and let the unacceptable go on forever? and which energy you are representing?
Light: I am the owner of the property, I just noticed you have shut off my water supply, I had someone come to repair my washer today but had to send him back since he could not test the machine without water.

Darkness: there is a balance in your bill, in order to have the water restored, the balance has to be paid

Light: I have paid all bills belonging to me, these bills are not mine, they were consumed by the tenants and they are responsible for their consumption; they didn’t pay me rent and fees for all utilities. I warned you that they were a fraud, not intending to pay anything, and I was not going to pay their bills. Why did you still allow that happen?
Darkness: as we already said we don’t make differences on whose responsibility to pay the bill, you are the owner, you are responsible for the bills, that’s the law, made by Congress

Light: don’t tell me it is the law, many laws are out of date, they need to be updated. Why should I pay for their expenses? They not only didn’t pay me but irresponsibly use the water, and I repeatedly requested you to shut off the water back in June, but you said you couldn’t because people were living in the property. Why not, they are adults, they have the legal capacity to be responsible for their own behaviors. You deliberately allowed this happen, now you force me to pay their bills by shutting off the water supply. Isn’t this double standard you’re playing?

Darkness: we did shut it off in November, but someone turned it back, stealing the water; this happened in your property, we don’t know what’s happening in your property, you’re the owner, you are responsible for the bills

Light: that’s ridiculous! How can I be responsible for someone else behaviors, the property was under the possession of the tenants, I couldn’t control what they were doing. And that would had been different If I hadn’t had notified you that they were bunch of professional lawless people, didn’t prepare to pay anything, they also made damages to my house; and I warned you I would not be responsible for their bills, but you still allowed this happen. To me your conducts were like fishing! Do you know by allowing them continuing use the water you indulge these lawless criminal conducts, you are not withholding justice. Where is your justice!?

Darkness: For us we don’t tell who are illegal or legal, there is the over $900 balance for this property, in order to have the water restored, you have to pay the balance, there is no other solution!

Light: They have just been evicted, I have all the court documents and the leasing agreement to prove that they’re responsible for utility fees, do you want me to show you all these documents?

Darkness: We don’t need to see your leasing agreement, you’re the owner of the property, you are responsible for paying the balance, that is the law, made by Congress!

Light: if you couldn’t shut off the water while the lawless people were occupying my property, how can you shut it off now while I’m moving back? It is unfair to me. By not paying the rent, they already caused me financial stresses, I do not have the money for their bills.

The Darkness: your disputes with your tenants should be resolved in the court, we do not involve between you and your tenants. This is legitimate balance.

Light: Of course we were in the court, and I told you that. If they are normal tenants and if we have disputes between us, I agree I should be responsible for the bills in my name; but they are complete a fraud, illegal group. I had warned you and requested you repeatedly to turn the water off, why didn’t you turn it off till November?

Let me tell you the reason, because you know the law will hold the owner responsible for paying the bills no matter what, and this is the chance for you by indulging irresponsible tenant’s behaviors to take a much larger bill from the owner than you possibly be able to in usual practice. Do you know why America has so many violences? Because of you, the government service, the only water supply to the public, and the whole system make people mad!

Darkness: I understand your situation, but this is the law, we can do nothing to help!

Light: You have no principles in your operation, Money is the only principle you can hold up to, nothing else matters to you, there is no social justice, righteousness!

The Darkness: we don’t want to talk about the same thing over and over, you are the owner, in order to have your water restored, paying the balance is the only option for you!

Light: I can’t agree with your arguments. I can use my credit card to pay it now, only because I need the water turned on immediately, but we are still in dispute. I’ll see you in the court!

Pull Your Lens Close – 2016, A Time for Discernment over Generalization

Astronauts must have an easy approach to come aware how different it can be the earth if viewed from the space and from the close-up when they come down living on it. When we say we are living in an unlimited dimensional sphere of universe, it is not a fictional story about future prediction, but a reality that many are starting to embrace but may feel difficult to grasp and recognize the essence.

From a blue globe suspending in the fabric of solar system, in inward direction zoom our lens, to the surface outlooks – atmosphere, continents, oceans, mountains, rivers, plants, animals, humans, regional groups, countries, ethnic groups, families, individual humans etc., we have already passed through many sophisticated spheres of the universe filled with an abundance of live forms that carry a vast pool of unknown existence to dazzle human’s eyes, for human beings to learn, to explore, to expand our consciousness, therefore it would be obvious and logic to all that we cannot just simply generalize this blue globe as a planet orbiting the Sun and treat it as any other planet in this Solar system. The same applies to our human society which is one of the unlimited spheres we are dwelling in, and again there are many intertwined sub-spheres in this human society for us to recognize, to learn, to explore the existence, the truth.


We cannot accept everything or negative everything because of parts of the whole. Human’s minds are used to making stereotype, to generalize; if something they like they would without any doubt accept everything that belongs to that entity, or if something they don’t like they will trash, abandon everything which they do not realize how valuable to them, and seems this is a default of the human body’s weakness and is easily exploited by some who wish to manipulate the masses. For instance, if someone from the Middle East stands far away and simply generalizes ‘America is the Big Satan’, it would immediately cause outrages among Americans, why? because this statement is simply not true, it is an insult to those many caring and loving souls among Americans who have been fighting in this country for the equality and freedom of all beings. However this statement to some extent reflects something on US public policies both domestic and foreign affairs which are the representation of the collective image of United States and may cause unease and hardship to some of the international community because of its economic power, the reason known by everyone in the world. Following this route to encounter others in this world can only cause more conflicts.

But the awaken era is the end of this blind acceptance, blind negative, it calls for discernment for the truth! When politicians shout out for ‘the Rule of Law’, we must tell if it is the Law of Heavens and Earth or it is the rules coming out of their own controlling minds (just observe it is happening); when people say technology can bring progress to the human society, we have to be alert if the form of technology truly unleashes human’s innate ability of being part of the nature, well grounded on this green field or enslaves the human body by taking it off the ground, off the green field; if someone targets a whole group of human beings, be it a religion, culture, a country, a political social system, etc., we must have his ambition/agenda checked.

Each individual entity is unique, and each individual is responsible for the thoughts and behaviors of its own, we just can’t make generalization. When the majority of the population have learned to make discernment on the truth, the power of creation will stay among the masses instead of a few with force adhering as a clay shield to the essence. And this is ‘True Awakening’! When the Truth, the Essence of Creation stays in the center of your heart, it will shine, light the path in front of you, all the darkness will go into dissolution. What is the Truth and what is the Essence of Creation? How do we standstill without being blown away by the strong wind in this time of historic change/chaos, the newly published book below has a lot to say! Read the introduction on Amazon and see if you resonate with its energy!
Be Vigil! Stay Alert!
God Bless You!


Helen Xinhui Zhu is a visionary, teacher, soul awakening and New Earth New Life Initiatives facilitator. She provides consultation for New Earth New Life Initiatives for policy makers, and she initiated and is organizing the New Earth New Life Walking Meditation Network, hosting the New Earth New Life Golden Phoenix Forum. Her Co-authored new book ‘Stop Stop Stop – Undust the Common Sense of Timeless Wisdom, transformational Initiatives to the Green Earth Life’ is now available on Amazon Stores

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